26 October 2010

"We make plans, and God laughs!"

I got that from "Mom" at DisneyQuest. Soooooo true!!!!! So true about my life. Heavenly Father knows whats best for me, and I'll do it but not with out jumping up and down about the shiny new toy that I THINK I'm getting {toy meaning adventure}.

It's an hour after my bed time but I wanted to blog {yes, ten o'clock is my current bed time. me, the college student, weeps at this fact}. This is what working a full time job in an office does to Becca. I remind myself that this is NOT my future, but in fact, the means to get to my future. I just hope I don't use up that means and end up in an office in the next two years again.

Here's my plans until Graduation Day (tentatively April 2012, but maybe more like August 2012):
Back at BYU {Yay!!! but please be a warm winter} take steps to make sure I don't go stir crazy.. or just plain crazy.

I just started training for a half marathon. By just, I mean Monday. But I've got a plan and am sooo excited to have said plan :)
ANOTHER DISNEY PROGRAM :) bahahaha, Kaitlynn, Katey and my favorite boss, Mickey Mouse, will be there. So why not? I'll actually have something to point to and say I'm saving for...rent for my apartment for fall/winter. See ya next summer!

10 October 2010

This week:

I get to practice being a parent to a teenager.
I start my new job on Tuesday!
I still don't understand boys.
I get to see some Provo friends at the happiest place on earth!
I'm starting a star chart. Like a chart that i put star stickers on to keep track of my progress.

Last week:
I got to see two of my sisters perform in their respective plays.
I bought some jeans.
I watched most of General Conference! I'm still catching up on some of it... I felt like everything was about agency and how to use it. Maybe that's because I keep asking to be told what to do instead of deciding for myself. That IS how indecisive I am.
I realized/remembered that food is really important and if it isn't part of my occupational future I don't think I want that future.

Future plans? Go to BYU. Finish in 2012. Figure out how to go to pastry school from there.

I've had a lot of anxiety about going back to BYU. But the spirit doesn't speak in that way. It uses stupors of thought. I am able fully plan my move back. Which makes me believe that this is right. Also, it is way easier to have the spirit up in Provo, and I think that being in a place where I can be spiritually built up is something I really need to do before I head out into the world. Where I will make pastries, or wedding cakes in my very own shop.