I just don't know what to do with myself

So this song just popped into my head, and I thought I would share some of my thoughts on why it would do that...
First off, it's late, so my brain is in over analyzation mode! Yuck, I'd rather be sleeping...
Secondly, while it does in a tiny, tiny insignificant way apply to my relationship status, I think it applies to my life on a larger scale. I'm finding this whole not being in Provo thing a lot harder than I thought I would. I do not for one second wish things were any different, but at the same time it's tough to let go of something that has been a constant in your life for 2.5 years.
Thirdly, (this might be the hardest) I know that what I am doing is right for me. It is the best thing for me at this moment. I am more excited for my future than I have been in a long, long time. BUT, a teensy-weensy part of me [the part that likes to ruin my chances with the male gender and keep me from imposing myself on other people {normally, it's a much, much bigger part of me}] is asking what if this is the wrong thing? What if I'm making a huge mistake? PS I'm not making a huge mistake. And even if I were, life is an adventure and I'm sick of being mollycoddled by a University who wants to get me married ASAP.
Fourthly, I'm bored. And until this waiting stage ends, or I change my attitude about it, I'm going to be bored for another two weeks.

Florida in 17 more days!